So I've officially been in our new place for 4 days now. I am soooooo in love with it. It's huge! I wish Randy was here with me though. :(

I do have to say that I LOVE my new neighbor and her best friend. I have gotten so close to them in the few days that I've been here. It's seriously so nice to actually have good friends that know what I'm going through and who are so awesome. My first day here they gave me a free ticket to the Country Stampede.. how cool was that? And they didn't even know me except for a few minutes talking the night before while we were outside smoking. Right now she's doing my laundry for me, haha. I really like them though. I'm so glad I moved in here. I am soo happy to be here.

Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment, just a tooth cleaning, but afterwards I'm going to head to the apartment and clean the shit out of it. I really don't want to because I hate the landlords, but I need to. I need to replace the burner thingies.. but I'm so broke right now until payday. This move cost more than I thought it would for us.. Anyways, I gotta see if my mom will loan some money so I can take care of that. After that we should be good.

So my new neighbors have a friend named Amy, and her husband is deployed with Randy.. I met her today.. anyway, there is a rumor going around I guess that the boys are coming home early! I know it's just a rumor but I can't help but get extremely excited about the possibility of it. I know if it doesn't happen then I'm going to be so disappointed, but I have my fingers and toes crossed so tightly! And it's still quite a ways off, but earlier than expected and any earlier is okay with me. I really miss him. It was starting to get a little easier, but lately I just find myself crying for no reason at all and more often. I hate the seperation. I love this man so much and it hurts to be without him. And I just want him to be okay.. there's a lot of horrible scary shit going on over there and I'm so afraid for him. I just want him to be okay. I want him to come home to me safe and sound and all in one piece. I don't want him to have PTSD when he comes home. I just want my husband back, damnit. I need him.

Sigh, anyways, I'm gonna head out and have a cigarette and then come back in and catch up on some True Blood. Oh my gosh, I have DVR now.. never had one before.. haha it's pretty awesome. I'm spoiled. My husband spoils the shit out of me. I love it. :) <3